The house remains dark until the Mother wakes up
Khalil Gibran
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(Immersion begins Aug 5)
There is a blueprint of primordial memory that lives at the center of each human life. Its origin is a mystery. Its origin is love. Its origin is the ache. Its origin is death. Its origin is the Womb. We may call it God, the soul or someone who lives from their heart- my Ancestors call it The First Flame.
When this memory is awakened so are the Sacred Laws of Reciprocity and Abundance – laws aligned with the natural order of Universal Life on Life’s terms. From this awakening births the awareness of the unique soul path and expression of each individual, the truth of unity consciousness, our undying nature and a life of devotion that feeds the once empty well inside the soul.
This blueprint is housed within each life and is amplified within the womb of a woman, of the feminine body. Awakening this memory is vital for true restoration of power, for it feeds the intuitive wisdom that guides our life.
Primordial memory is the blueprint for healing all wounds. It does not mean we bypass our human experience but it does grant spaciousness for an understanding of Life on Life’s terms to blossom.
Choosing to awaken this memory is a path back to *God, it is an oath to walk with the Goddess as guide and will require a commitment to the ever peeling onion of surrender to establish a life centered in faith- in trust of this guiding First Flame to light the way. It is, at the core, what women were made for as stewards of Life.
When you regain primordial memory you help others, on a war torn planet, evolve into an expanded awareness of Love and the absolute function of God and the Divine Mother behind all of Life. Universal belonging is awakened healing the core of separation wounding. This is a gradual process. It can also happen suddenly for a few. Either way, integration and commitment to cultivating the blueprint are essential until natural awareness is restored. There is no goal, only remembering, allowing and letting go.
Through sacred spiritual practice, sitting in the presence of other memory keepers and choosing a life of devotion, the window of primordial memory reopens and clears the shadows hiding in the closet of the heart. You are home.
This memory is a bank of codes whose origin, as named by many ancient world religions and civilizations, is a song, a sound, a prayer- the Word. It is a vibration of holy, wordless, scripture that knits together the fabric of life. This is why sound, mantra, chanting and reading ancient scripture helps to heal the illusion of separation and restore our memory to proper function.
Sacred Laws of Abundance
What if I told you that abundance was not about accumulating things, having your material visions come to life in some nefarious idea that your happiness and power will also appear, but that abundance is having what you need when you need it, no more and no less. Within this code lives the awakening of Divine reciprocity – meaning that when you begin to allow Life to guide, to allow the light in the ever present dark of the Womb to show you the way, you will know God.
The main challenge to confront beyond the dissolution of all that stands in the way of this memory is that, although there is one absolute Truth of each being, each being has a unique path that cannot be compared to others. Comparison, envy, greed- all negate this memory (at the same time turn us towards it).
In other words, “success” for one person will look very different than success for another. Comparison must be annihilated in order for that most sacred relationship between Mother and each one of Her children to be honored for the beauty it, and only it, can bring.
If knowing the Goddess means six figures a year for you, great. It may also mean having everything stripped down for as long as needed for the accumulated traumas, the ancestral wounds and the illusory mind to heal and to clear the way for new growth, new codes and for original, primordial memory to shine. Either way you will be fed.
This is not an easy path. It is a holy path. And, in my opinion the only reason we came to Earth- to return to the Mother, to return to God. We came here to heal and help others heal through how we walk the path of this blessed, brief and daunting human life.
The strength of the Goddess lies in the capacity to give up that which is most precious, in order to ensure growth and regeneration.
Nancy Qualls-Corbett
Regaining innate abundance, meaning remembering that you are that abundance, dismantles our consumer driven society and creates space again for what has been pushed out in the name of consumption. It brings us face to face with our fears and manipulated beliefs about Love and God. It is an act of activism, a reclaiming of indigenous ancestry that is the birth right of all beings.
You will know Thyself and you will know all that is not Thyself. This is the making of the wisdom keeper, the torch bearer.
We are made to be satiated by Mother and guided by God. When this reawakens in the women it awakens in the children and we begin to create a society that lives in harmony with Life again. All are fed.
This awakening returns us to a life based in gratitude. When authentic gratitude for life floods the hearts, the natural response is to give back, to share, to help, to love thy neighbor, to want for others the Grace that has poured itself upon you. There are numerous studies, mostly done by the Heart Math Institute, that show the healing affect of a heart saturated in gratitude. It not only heals the individual but it heals those around her.
Personal Story
My journey with this reclaiming was through a break down of misogyny and misidentification in my body. I have walked through numerous initiations and will continue to be a student of life. (read here if you choose) I had to travel the pathways of each malformed identity back to its root, examine it, feel it as it fought against its death, and let it go by making new choices, through heightened awareness of where my precious attention goes and why.
My daily commitment is to God, to Love, to listening to the ever present voice of the Womb and a continued surrender into Faith. I walk it and I still stumble. It has not been easy and I love my life.
I have had powerful “synchronicities” that have supported my journey every step of the way. Free houses when I needed rest, money when I needed make moves, nourishing food, the right people, the exact ceremony, the perfect teacher- all in the right time, no more and no less than what was needed. A lot of letting go.
I have extracted painful ancestral wounds so that the truth of my being could come forth and the original memory of “my people” the gifts, the song, the Word could once again be front and center of my life.
If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is in within you, what you do not bring forth with destroy you.
Gospel of Thomas
This is why I formed this circle. I wish to impart the stories and wisdoms to support you on your journey. Doing this work in {too much} isolation potentiates confusion that can diminish the wisdom into a nebulous haze, and we can gaslight ourselves back into a slumber of fear. We need one another. Circles are amplifying portals of healing.
Your attention is your super power and it has been bought, sold and manipulated in the name of illusory power structures that veil primordial memory. Together we will unravel the misidentifications by learning what we are and what we are not, anchoring powerful discernment and faith in Life.
Lineage of the Rose- The First Flame
We are in the temple of the Mother, the greatest wisdom school known by all Universal beings. This path has been named many things, and regardless of lineage, cosmology or song- they all point to the Rose. The emblem of the Holy Mother, of Mary, of the many faces of the sacred incarnation, of Love.
In this circle we will invoke this revered, timeless wisdom that lives within every woman. Rose will support the body and psyche for the journey. It will not be the focus, but Rose will be a part of the foundation to help the Word blossom again within each of us.
The Container
- An 8 week online journey of group mentoring and spiritual practice beginning August 5-Sept 23 (the Equinox) from 11-1pm pst. (I am flexible with time depending on group needs)
- One, one hour, mentoring/healing session with Shira
- We will invoke vibrational memory through chanting of primordial sounds and prayer. Each woman will leave this container with solid contact with her unique prayer. You will receive a transmission and thorough teaching about prayer.
- A guided memory/prayer walk ceremony and share.
- A tincture of wild crafted Nootka Rose kissed with holy water from Amma (my Guru and avatar of the Divine Mother) to ally you.
- One breath work ceremony to help move energy between the womb and heart channel.
- Email access to me with questions for the duration
- 50% off one follow up mentoring/integration session if you choose
- 20% off any in person gatherings that The First Flame may host at any time in the future.
- 1% of all donations to the First Flame goes to Amritapuri.org.
I am a fluid teacher. I am human. I respond to the environment as things arise in each of us. I respond well and foster feedback. I ask that if you are called to this work that you sit with your YES. You will be well held and you will also be challenged. This is a ceremonial space that will have impact on your life if you show up for it.
This space is for womb embodied people regardless of age as we will be navigating things unique to the womb and the history of women. Please reach out with questions if this is a concern.
You must have some prior experience with psycho spiritual spaces, trauma informed spaces and inner child work. If you are new to the spiritual path please reach out to schedule a 20-30 minute chat.
Donation
Your donation of $600 (Early bird discount of $555 until July 26th) is tax deductible and goes to The First Flame- a spiritual ministry in service to Sacred Laws and the awakening of Womb consciousness for all beings.
There are no refunds. A full commitment is required. You can Venmo @First-Flame (friends and family)
Thank you for taking the time for this most vital work together. See you in Circle.
Many blessings.
*I interchange the names God, Mother, Goddess, Divine as they are not separate and yet in our psyche serve specific functions that complete the absoluteness of being. I also interchange to allow the full reclaiming of these names and the integration of them into each individual cosmology as they show up for that individual, their ancestries and experiences.